This is the slowest it’s ever gone for me,
but it’s the farthest I’ve ever fallen.
I’m trying to keep from stumbling,
but I’m already headed down.
I’m not the jealous type,
but the world is getting me there.
I don’t even know if I want this,
but my heart’s giving me no choice.
My brain’s telling me this is a stupid joke,
but my soul is arguing with those thoughts.
It makes no sense at all,
but maybe it’s not supposed to.
I feel like I’m naiive,
but I know I’m not a child.
Tell me how you feel,
but be honest.